I am fair Hermia!

Parker got himself a girlfriend and it's not a girl, it's a girl I'm close to. A girl I call "daughter". He's together with Isabella and I don't know why but I feel betrayed, if you can call it betrayal. I've been pushing him away from me, the girl he SAID he liked, and now I'm the one watching from the distance. It hurts but I can't fall for Parker! I have Daemon and he is so good to me and I still love him yet Parker's new relationship is kindof saddening to me. I don't know much anymore, other what make-up I want to put on or when I'm going to fail. I'm not fit for either of them and yet I want them both.