Right now, this song is my theme. Now, I know I'm not being neglected by Iggy 'cause we're the best couple I've ever seen (besides kami and hansie) in secret but there is still a few issues with Iggy (in my eyes). She doesn't ever ask for anything. I can't get into her head. Everyone bashes me 'cause I can get into these relationships but usually I can get into my partners head but it's like she's walled up and won't let anyone in, not even me.
I want her to ask me to hang out with her, I want her to ask me to walk down to the school with her, I want her to ask to push me against a wall and kiss me hard. I want her to just enjoy the little things. Yes, she does enjoy us together, I can see it in her eyes, but she just...doesn't have those things. You think a person like me would say, "HEY whats up!" but I'm too afraid to come off as a brat (I know, I just called myself a brat)...I'm afraid to lose HER. It's just...I can't stand it. I do love her, she loves me and we've been through this twice but I do bear the weight of it all and it's just not cool. I'm not saying every thing in life is easy, cause it's not, but you have to get through it and this I just can't. What do I do?
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