Leaving!

Now that I've found someone I can trust and can look at without fear or hesitantly or speak to in a soft voice... that I can kiss, that I can cuddle with, that I can admit to making her jacket make me feel safe...they move. :(( Just pick up and move, on the last day of school. I'm torn between two doors...joy and understanding (which is very important in a relationship) and, the second one (the winner), tears and depression and lies to cover it up. What is wrong with me? I begged our own BEST friend to hint her a few questions for me since I don't have the guts to say, "Hey hang out with me." or "I feel neglected..." to my own GIRLFRIEND. Anyway, off to sleep I go with my girlfriend's jacket to slow the tears...maybe I'll just get over her again...why did I even say yes?

Bombshells

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Bombshells of

Truth fall upon our

Oblivious heads.

5/17/11 </3*breaking inside...*
18 days to go...

~ CHUU *poofs away in mists of memories*